Words To Move

I'm trying really hard.

It gets too tough sometimes, I have to just focus on the center and let the edges fray a bit. The more they fray the less stable I become though, so what do I do? I have to stay positive, don't let it become a negative. I want the good energy to flow and the bad to stop , reverse, and disappear. Hw do I do that when I keep worrying about the things that can't be changed or are out of my own control?

Too many questions and fears to keep me down and hold me back. I should reach out more to those around me, keep an open mind to the possibilities.

I've got to go, I've got to keep on moving. I let so much stand in my way and create my own obstacles that leave me with anxiety and stress, I have to find a way around these and move past the perceived burdens and just go. Discouraging thoughts echo through my mind and I can't always ignore what is being said, I fall as a victim and let these ideas bring me down. I need to let them go and I need to let myself move on.

The tears well up in my eyes as thoughts of missed opportunities and mistakes force their way through. I need to trust myself again, I need to rely on my instinct and clever perception of situations. Someone once took all that away, but I can get it back just as easily. I can believe in myself again, it doesn't have to be such a struggle.

I'm trying so hard to erase the doubt.